abortion letter from baby to mommy

I am really struggling with the choice, even though I know it made most sense. I think. I just turned 21,everyone wants me to keep the baby and I want to be a mom but I dont at the same time. It was at this point that I started to get really nervous, terrified actually. I too had an abortion a couple of days ago 1/10/20. I felt a sense of love and attachment to the baby I knew I had to let go. Like you, i have always wanted to be a mom and it was so hard to make this decision. Thank you for this I hope one day Ill find a way to be okay, I really feel stupid and sad Im pregnant and everyone doesnt support my relation ship.i now want to abort and sadly get over my man. I just remember lying on the table crying my eyes out begging for forgiveness till They put me to sleep . Below is the letter from the woman to her baby in full and without edits. I ask for the pill and she hands me it along with a cup of water. And sent a special angel to look after me I have been looking for support from this side. The doctor walks in and is quite pregnant. i feel deep in my heart that i made the wrong decision and if i tried again i know i would make it right. I have to go through a second one and I dont know what to do. Please give me some advice Im so lost right now. If you can't take My boyfriend has two children ages 18 and 13. We were in this sad nightmare together, weren't we? Regardless of the decision you make its a life long one so be very sure. And make you scream and shout, i struggle deeply with wanting to try again. She wrote this piece to destigmatize abortion and to offer a story of strength and hope to women and men alike. I got pregnant from one night with a guy that I went on a few dates with. Hi there reading this story made me cry so bad Mothers should never be bored of their children. but no one wants that for me. Cry Of An Unborn Child by Gabrielle Kruger - Family Friend Poems. Do NOT submit poems here, instead go to the. And while sometimes they are not always as sensitive to the subject as Id like (not on purpose) it feels so relieving to tell someone. It hurts the relationship with my husband, and we are about to be separated as we cannot communicate anymore. I have a 5 year old and a 1 year old with my husband but prior to that I got pregnant with a guy who I was on and off hanging out with and I decided to do an abortion because I knew he would not be there for me to support me on my decision but to be honest with you I do regret having to abort it. I wish I could have kept you, but I know our lives wouldnt have been what you deserve. Let me tell you some things about me. it didnt take him long to move past but its something I struggle with frequently in the form of nightmares and guilt. I would give anything to hold him. I really did not want to get rid of my baby and I knew that in my heart, but somehow logic (or what I thought sounded logical) overpowered my emotions. I feel like I dont know what to do with myself. I pray for you, and your baby. The abortion will be via the pill (which I think is an awfully ironic name for it). I am a mom. I dont think Im going to miscarry the baby at all this time I stopped bleeding. He is the reason why I feel so motivated now, and although its not easy I wouldnt trade him for anything in the world. Each holiday, any milestone or time marker, what my world would be if I had chosen differently. I instantly thought about abortion and although I was afraid Id regret it I went ahead and scheduled the appointment. I feel so empty and outright irresponsible. Whenever you talk about her baby, use the pronouns "he" or "she.". Its so unfair that guys help in making the baby. I want to experience the excitement of my first day at school Listen to your heart, there is no wrong choice. Im lost and have a follow up appointment in 2 weeks to test my hcg levels by that time is will be 8 weeks almost 9. I dont have the financial capability to take care of a child. You were my everything. I had an abortion 6 years ago at 41 years old and was the one and only time to have a child I always wanted. Hes basically ignoring me emotionally but talking to me civil. I just broke up with my boyfriend 4 days ago after finding out that he has been cheating on me.Deep down I knew that I was pregnant after 20 days late of my periods and my breasts becoming tender.Today I Decided to take the test and found out that Im Pregnant.I lost my mother a year ago and do not have anyone who will support me and the baby financially.It hurts that Weve always had conversations about having a baby one daday,now that it is happening and Im all alone,I feel like a stupid.termination is the only option but I dont even know What to expect. Sharla Ynostrosa | 01/11/2021. I regret my decision every day. I'm not trying to make you feel guilty, but if you are planning to abort your baby, please reconsider. Its been 3 months since my abortion. I was 17 yrs old when I got pregnant, At that age I was not ready, alot of expectations from my parents await me plus the fact that I got pregnant by the person I dont love.so Ive decided to abort it by means of massage. American liberals are debating the merits of "after birth abortion." On 29 July 2015, the unreliable web site Conservative Post published an article titled "Liberals Debate . The silly thing is I want another child. He abandoned me and hung up on me when I told him a few weeks ago. I had not long been in a new job that I had wanted and worked hard for. If you do it, please remember you are not alone and it does get better And remember (if you believe) God will forgive you. This resonates with me. My sister just found out she is pregnant and I congratulated her on the phone. In her 2021 memoir, Teresa Leet shares her experiences in both having an abortion and placing her baby for adoption.While the abortion caused her years of emotional trauma, she has no regrets about choosing adoption.. A lack of knowledge about abortion. Just like our loved ones that preceded us. My boyfriend and I have only been dating a few months. I did not know why you were crying at the time. I personally cant do abortion nor adoption. This story is so touching and Im thankful to have come across it. Fathers should never be bored of their children. I love him I know I do but I also know he does not feel the same way for me. Cate, He reminds me every day and he is resentful towards me like Im some kind of murderer. Im praying that I get an opportunity to meet her one day .. look into her sweet little face and just hold her and never ever let her go. I know he has to process this but Im in agony and dont want to make a choice based on what he wants. Maybe they never will. I swallow hard several times until the pill burrows into the back of my throat like a rock. She tells me, You dont have to do this. I got married in December, I just found out that I am pregnant last week, Im running my masters degree and my husband isnt financially stable, feeling really sad and confused about what to do next. Hello Mommy, this is me, your baby- I just passed the due date of what would have been my baby had i decided not to terminate. Does anyone else feel similar? I did an abortion 10 years ago and never disclosed to my them boyfriend who is now my husband. I just knew it was my girl I prayed for. Says he can no longer trust me as I betrayed him for the past 10 years. Anti-abortion and abortion-rights activists argue their viewpoints on the steps of the State House in Trenton, N.J., April 30, 1973. Im very open about discussing this, but its been difficult. I can identify , however the thought of another pregnancy scared me.. so I never wanted another child.. after this..This was 28 years later, I am in the same boat currently. How do you know? I pull out the test and show him the two pink lines. Our hearts held firm. I didnt want to be, but I had a hard time standing up to him and saying no for myself. Because o hate that its a decision. I was six weeks pregnant . I was promoted to junior teacher two weeks ago. Every night I went to bed, I cried. I want to start by saying that I am skeptical that it is a sincere post. I have been battling with the decision for some time now, had an appointment yesterday and didnt go because the voices of those who tell me I need to have the courage to keep the baby keep ringing in my head and those that guilt trip me on the decision of abortion and how wrong it is. My blood is one part plasma and two parts pinot noir. However, I was quite blue that I was no longer pregnant and I actually experienced a bit of anger as the situation brought up unpleasant feelings from the past. I have never replied to something like this online before but what you said sounded so similar to a situation I was in last year that I feel I need to tell you youre not alone. My room mate and best friend had an abortion two days ago. The subject presents itself fairly often and I am at a loss. And Im scared because Ive read what an abortion can do or affect my fertility. I feel like the biggest failure in the world. Youre feelings and emotions emulate mine. Share Your Story Here. From a mother's letter to her aborted child: "It's been a decade and still my blood runs cold and I catch my breath whenever I hear the word " abortion." Space there is an emptiness inside of me that can never be filled, a chill that has never quite been warned, a grief that will Continue reading "A Mother's Letter to Her Aborted Baby" We dont regret it. I know it not quite the same but its just how I feel. I like the word dad because Father is in Heaven. These letters are an appeal to all who read them to choose life. I dont know how I got to this point of being so mistreated and lost. I am 40 and do not want another child with my husband because he is not supportive at all. And with this tornado in my mind, I wrapped the pee stick (that represented my fate) in toilet paper (which, I couldnt help thinking, was a pretty good metaphor for what was now my life). She gave her baby girl up for adoption, and now that baby is an adult. Im so sorry. My pregnancy was miserable I was depressed and anxious all the time and often wondered if I made the right choice but the day my son was born I knew I made the right choice. Im confused and feel horribly alone. I dont understand how someone who has children already, can be so selfish and cold hearted. I wanted to give her grandchildren but that couldnt be my only reason for keeping the baby. I feel for you. I know my mum will be so happy and that breaks my heart because I have to see the joy I could have given and shared with my mum but being shared with my sister and it hurts so much. I dont know what to do but I see no way out of this. I decide abortion at week 6. Well, I made it out alive. I feel so torn apart. "Everything about a later termination is already so incredibly difficult even just picking up the phone to make the appointment. I just wish I presented her with an easy choice. The abortion debate has been going on for ages. Im at the point where leaving him is the only option because each day he tells me to get an abortion in person, texts, etc. It is killing me to know she is alive now and she wont be in a few days. I was not ready although Im 24 years old. I want the baby, and he says not yet. I live with my boyfriend hes 39yrs old. When I found out I was pregnant this time, I told him as we were arguing. All other content on this website is Copyright 2006-2023 FFP Inc. All rights reserved. Keep the faith, you are not alone . I am experiencing so much guilt and pain going through this again, especially since I am 32 years old with no children and two months away from completing my masters. Having an abortion allowed me to live my life and fulfil my dreams but I did become depressed over it and the stigma of having one can be really hurt you. Ive always had irregular periods and issues. On the way to the apartment he called and asked if I was hungry. Wish I had a way to contact you personally. It would be my second but he has children from a previous marriage. I dont want an abortion but that seems to be the best option. It ruins our relationship badly as we are both regretting the biggest mistake we made in our lives. It is a deep sorrow. But deep down I know I might regret it if I abort it. Like something to be dealt with, a burden that was his cross to bear. It means so much to see it spoken by another. My heart is so crushed. According to The Mirror, a mother explained how she would be relieved if her third child died in their sleep because she was too afraid to get an abortion when she was pregnant as the pregnancy . I was worried I would have preeclampsia again, which could put baby and me in danger. A boy or a girl? And now Im starting to think I am one. My significant other is leaving the decision to me and will support either way it goes but I just dont know what to do. The place we live doesnt have space for a baby and we are only just building our savings. Get the Poem of the Day delivered right to your phone! Im already a mom and I love my daughter more then anything. In the last twenty minutes of my lunch break, I walked to Walgreens and bought the test thinking the employees must assume Im really irresponsible (I guess I was?). Although I did it for health reasons I am still recovering. Im the same, my partner cant understand why it still or ever did sadden me, he says it was too early no heartbeat, for that reason he does not feel what I feel, I cry alone, still. I want to keep the baby but then i feel like maybe i should get an abortion and give myself this chance to truly start over and fresh and cut ties with him other than coparenting. My husband was in prison, I cheated on him, got pregnant, he gave me the choice between keep my baby or our marriage. Every now and then I am haunted. It has the potential to work, but like you said, doesnt make sense no matter how hard you look at it. We went to the clinic, me, my mom, and my boyfriend. There are different ways to go about this, like: If anything more of their fault because they shoot the load but were the ones that have to suffer through the pain. When I started getting very nauseous all the time my Mom said I was definitely pregnant and we went to the gynecologist who gave me an ultrasound and said I was pregnant. Praying for all of you and I know now every situation is so different. we are just buying a house and i know money isnt good right now, but i cant help but hate his kids now bc i had to give up mine. This is me right now,I dont know what to do its so hard. I thought I was the problem. purchasing sperm from a donor, via a cryobank Im 9 weeks pregnant. Me and my boyfriend have our own issues and this time he wanted me to keep this baby but I told him Im not ready to become a mother. I did have a moment of sadness and what ifs but ultimately I was so sick( 7 weeks 4 days) I could not wait to get it over with! Im grateful I was in a position to have options and make a choice as a woman. I miss my baby. I told him to not come at all and I would be fine. Im 22 and I recently went through my 2nd abortion. I am nearly 25 now and had an abortion at 17. Thats the last burrito hell ever order without any major care in the world, I think to myself. Little Thing, I want you to be happy. Everyone had always said about decisions like this that you need to be 100% sure either way but I wasnt sure either way at all. Nine nights later, the night before the appointment, I go to sleep the same way I have every night since I found out about you: heartbroken and tearful. I still was no where near ready for how much my life would have to change. Maybe you feel as if your world has been turned upside-down. My bf convinced me we werent ready. A few days later I had a surgical abortion. I felt you crying when you went to the doctor. Im in the beginning of my nursing school. I hope my 2nd child knows I love him or her. To cheer you up when you're sad. He said he would be there no matter what, but I still didnt want to force a family on him if thats not what he wanted. Im sure it goes without saying from reading about my childhood but I have mental health issues and Im not sure having a child of my own is something I will ever be mentally ready for, but I certainly wasnt then. Thank you for writing this. Because I was born, because I can talk and breathe air and because you can visibly see me in front of your face, I had the "right" to take my first baby's life away. I really didn't want to die. I have seen God cry when rocking little babies in His big loving arms. I dont regret it but I do have feeling about what if. It hurt because I was all alone in it,the thought of it break my heart into million pieces Ive prayed to God to forgive me but still I cant get over it. Sometimes I wish I still had my baby. , I think to myself. I took a test when i got home from work and sure enough i was. All the best to you <3. I had an abortion when I was an illegal immigrant my boyfriend that time wanted me to get an abortion. I just went through having to make a decision as well. Not because I want to but because I feel I HAVE to. I was 5 weeks pregnant. Truth is, I have no job, I am back in school with one child taken care of by my parents, I cannot bring another right now and of I did this new opportunity would go away. And I havent heard from him since. But I want my baby so bad. I took the morning after pill and it failed. And I don't need a room filled with toys. Constant regret and pain . Sometimes I still feel her, I pray that shes come back. That exact day I started bleeding I went to the ER and they said I might miscarry again I told him and he is convinced I am going to lose the baby. I'm just a tiny someone, or I look for my child for twenty years but I was never able to get pregnant again . I told my cousin and she said that his name sounded familiar and asked around. If you are in the position to do so, please consider becoming a SMBC (single mom by choice). Im doing my final major project in my fashion degree and want my final collection to be inspired by my experience. Baby. I want to be able to call you "Mom," and hear you say I'm yours. Dear Mom: Letters from an Aborted Baby Week 1 Dear Mom, I know you don't know I am here yet, but I am really excited to spend the next forty weeks with you and never be apart. 2. Now it is 3 months later and I always find myself looking at bassinets and baby items. It is sad to see children God has made being murdered. I feel like you put my experience and feelings into words. My husband has made this time incredibly difficult for me. I go to sleep the same way I have every night since I found out about you: heartbroken and tearful. Tell your friends, I dont have many friends but Ive told my closest ones. Im booked in for abortion on Thursday, Im already a single mum to two kids. My little sister just found out she is pregnant and I am happy for her but I just cant help being sad that I didnt get to know my baby and see him/her grow and I may never get that chance again ( was told it wouldnt be easy to get pregnant to begin with) that baby could very well be my first and only. Me and my boyfriend were going steady and were a couple but we were very young, both of us college freshmen. I loved this poem so much, it made me cry. I dont know what to do, I know exactly how you feel . "Please pray for this woman to continue to stand firm in her choice to give life to her unborn baby," the pro-life organization wrote. He tosses me the plastic bag with my burrito and chips (along with several containers of salsa that I didnt ask for but he knows me well enough to bring them anyway), and asks, with little emotion, Whats wrong? I sit down and ask him to sit too, and he does so, across the room. Today its been 1 year since the surgery. However I was so sick I could barely make it to class and I was on the verge of going to the hospital for dehydration. Ebony Angel B. I dont feel like he was there for me as he should. Financially we are already tight. I didnt want to do this. I was in a a similar position.

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